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Joseph AKA Fate
age:
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Tuesday, March 07, 2006

k today im goin 2 tell everbody about wat im thinkin these past days
its kinda hard for mi 2 say in person so im saying it in mine blog k
could i ask u something? wat is a family? izzit u , ur mom and dad?
a place u can go 2 for help ? i dunno wat these word means can some1 tell mi
every day it seems tat i am drifting further away from these place called "family"
i find tat im more attacted 2 mine god-siblings and mine gf den family
im tired of being insulted for nth . scolded and picked on.
mine dad and mom dun call mi by mine name
call mi by bad words . i was kid tat loved his father alot
but now im changed i hate mine dad and mom
i dun even think they r mine dad and mom
they say i treat ppl outside better den home
ya tats true cuz ppl outside giv mi a feeling of belonging and love
wat do i get at these so called "home" ?
scoldings fights badmouthing being picked on
i wan 2 leave but dunno where 2 go
during the holidays i think i'll stay at mine frens place
2 get away from all this crap
i thought parents were suposed 2 help u nurture u
instead im being picked on , lectured ,critisized
wen i make a mistake mine mom and dad rub it in instead of comforting mi
wats on the outside is juz a act tat im rich and happy
tats all a act . the true is im not the least happy wif mine family
im not rich i may seem on the outside but in reality im poorer den ppl living ing hdb flats
mine "family" is in debt mine mother is wasting the money she earns on adultary
she goes on the internet serching for men and she slps wif them hoping they will marry her
her goal is 2 be rich and she does this for lust . i could not see a woman worst den her
dad thinks he is on a league nobody can reach juz becuz he is a passed his universaty wif a master degree nth he does is wrong and wat ever he says is the law
wat kind of family do u think i come from?
i cant even be in peace for 1 hour
dad thinks of childish ways 2 disturb ppl wen he is mad
like prank calls or childish stuff like tat
i cant be bothered about all this but it all comes 2 haunt mi
the ppl i treat as family r the ppl close 2 mi
like ppl who r mine god-siblings (frens but consider siblings 2 mi )
mine GF the person who consoled mi wen i was down
and ppl who care for mi
i dun hav a single bit of love for mine dad and mom in fact i hate them 2 the core
so i juz wan peace tats all i wan
if i could be wif her for 1 whole day
mine mind will be in peace
cuz wif her im in peace
i stop here anan u noe i love muack



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